Conflict of Interest

I sit, trying to forget the past for the present, forgetting the present for the future. It seems silly to me, trying to forget the past. That is where we learn the struggles and lessons that define us, define our character. ...Still, I try to forget. The past is where I've been hurt.

The present hurts a little, but not quite as badly. The present I can stand; I anticipate the small pains of the future. I can prepare for those, especially as I grow in perspective of the past.

As the times change from the present to the past, the future to the present, so too, do I change. I grow, and I learn.

I begin to take charge of my life. As I become diverted in my gaze, I find more and more daftness in the idea. Currently, (as always,) my eye rests on a new beauty within the university where I study. She seems to have rejected me, as she has not returned my correspondence. Why I can not seem to put her past me, as is sensible in such situation, I cannot grasp. It defies logic.

But, by Truth, she is beautiful! Why can I not see how to make this so? Perhaps I should try harder to keep to my promise of moving on.

You Fucking Cunts

I asked you to define a feminist. You told me that it was a person that believed women deserve equal rights as men. Psh. Why the hell should that happen? You act like women are worthy of such things. But hey, if you want to believe that women are people, go right ahead. Don't expect me to buy into your bullshit. I don't believe it.



...I've been too hurt in the past to want to give you women anymore opportunity to hurt me again.



Hell, as much as I joke about men being worthless pieces of shit that aren't worth their weight in sand, I'll never really believe it. Men dominate too much, and their sheer size means that they will continue to for quite some time to come.



You may ask me why I believe women aren't worth anything, truly, and I'll tell you that it's because they just don't know any better. You are the one that keeps telling me that both you AND your boyfriend don't like our red-headed friend's boyfriend because he's abusive. We all know that she won't get out of that relationship of her own accord. Her ignorance and stupidity isn't exemplified in just one case....it can be applied many times over to see just how women don't deserve such rights as voting (seeing as how they'd vote abusive men into power).

But still, you go ahead carrying on like women deserve rights. We'll see how far that gets you in life. I still don't believe it. Fucking cunt.