Mark me, I shall explain. "Go to," I'm sure you're screaming at me to do. Thus:
In regards to the last post, I withdrew from the class I feared I would fail from sheer ignorance. This is the first class that I've ever withdrawn from, so I feel quite defeated that I wasn't able to complete a "project" or "assignment" if you will. But, I shan't fail the course, so I am pleased.
Like most (good) engineers, I try to have a backup plan, and I try to build in redundancies where I can. Sadly, this is not easy when it regards people, but I still try. To this respect, my social circles are quite large in terms of diameter, and often do not overlap. This is quite helpful, as I try to woo a female from two circles at a time, hoping that if one attempt fails, there is still chance at another. Lately, I spent the month of February trying to woo one particular young lady which has already been introduced as Protector. The backup was an art major. The art major was easy to understand: she has no interest in a boyfriend. The first was not so easy. However, I believe that after a month of trying, I finally understand that she neither has interest in me.
I'm ecstatic about this because it means that I no longer have to worry about how to woo someone and sway their interests in my favour. No longer do I have to waste my time. And I finally will move along.
Other forms of defeat that are of note in my life elude my conscience at the moment, although I am sure that they are quite non-existent. So, for now, I just have the two victories. What a good day.
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Let me pose a question to you, Karasu.
How do you view women? What are they to you?
Your answer will determine my reply.
(I thought I had said this before. lol)
Knowing your tendency towards pessimism, I commend you on your optimistic attitude concerning these "defeats."
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