Classes have ceased since the beginning of May, thus giving me several weeks to enjoy the company of friends. Summer terms begins immediately (meaning tomorrow), thereby keeping my life fairly static because I must attend class lectures. My friends all seem to be well, aside from issues with companion's parents and whatnot. However, that's part of being in a relationship, is it not?
I am well pleased that my latest eye examination shows my eyesight has not deteriorated. It is fairly close to "perfect" actually.
To elaborate on the "dynamic change" described earlier, I report that I have indeed found myself a companion. She is the first person that I can say that I have dated. I admit that it is an unusual feeling to find myself in a relationship. Those that know her describe her as both "crazy" and "a pistol." The former I comprehend, the latter, not so much. She does indeed seem quite energetic and high-spirited, but there are times when she decreases her energy output to acceptable, even docile, levels. Absolutely amazing, I must admit.
At the time of this post, we have been on approximately five dates and have been dating for three days, six hours shy of one month. I am utterly flabbergasted that within that time-frame, we have moved to a fairly comfortable stage that I believed would only be achieved no sooner than three to four months into a relationship.
Sadly, I do believe that I speak too much of her to my friends, and I worry that I become bothersome to them regarding it. I must remember that I can not speak solely of her to them.
To the opposite hand, she (her presence) has done wonders for me. Throughout my life, I have been a tad "obsessed" (understatement) with persons of the female sex. I thoroughly believe that the time between my junior year of secondary school and the third term of university was the most focused point of that obsession. Since I've met the girl that I'm dating, I would believe myself to have drastically decreased my attentions for other persons of the female sex. Now, this means nothing, seeing as how this has neither been observed by others (that I am aware of), nor has it been confirmed by others. This feeling of "puppy love" for the girl that I am dating seems to have calmed my psyche a tad, and I am quite grateful. For those that are curious, or know her, (or both, I suppose) she is the one known as Protector, who has been introduced in earlier posts.
Otherwise in life, I have become unemployed (again) since my work as a tutor was only for the standard scholastic year which recently terminated. Had the institute where I work had the funds for summer operations, I would ask to work then. However, I can not.
I am quite excited by the chance to move on to a senior university come the Fall term, but I am sad that I will not be able to see the girl that I am dating as often (Yes, I am aware that I am quite "cling-y." Our goodbyes alone last 20-30 minutes.) or, as rumor has it, that I will not have a vehicle for my use once I move. Two minor prices to pay for a uni degree, I suppose.
I cannot think of other updates at the current time.
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